October 2010
1 post
I'm a fuckshit.
Why is this still here?
April 2009
2 posts
I'm unsure of the metaphysics
Being published is only as good as the work you do. Lately, I’ve been suffering. Honestly, I’m the sort of spoiled soul that has to have ever hair in its right spot before I can spread my toes in the sand and be where I need to be. There are conflicts in my personal life which keep me from being as witted and creative as I would like to be. It’s funny, people tell me “If...
January 2009
2 posts
A thought
I don’t like to think of myself as a writer. Nor do I like to compare myself to my inspirations, like Hunter S. Thompson or Beckett, even if I see the parallels. There is me, and there is what came before me. I don’t think it is appropriate to find myself in a man who lived a way I can never understand or in words that I may never know the real purpose behind.
Probably because...
November 2008
1 post
Music
One of the things I do is contribute to a local media website, mainly music reviews. It’s easy, fun, and a nice way to pad my name. Personally, one of my favorite aspects is the monthly email that comes a week or so before the monthly meeting. We’re given a list, at least 30 albums, with typical A&R info and such. Since I find press release descriptions to be pretty hookey its much...
September 2008
3 posts
When I was young.
I feel really old for 22. It’s probably because of how I grew up, the experiences I had, and how I proceeded to make just about every horrible choice you can before leaving my teenage years. I didn’t have a lot going for me in high school. I was “that” kid.
Two decades ago being “that” kid meant “that kid who plays D&D who we beat the shit out...
Sometimes
I think about all the friends I’ve lost and it makes me feel really alone. I don’t think its weakness to want certain people back in your life, but its pathetic to want the moments they took with them.
I can’t say that I am not pathetic at times or completely devoid of weakness.
True Alt Beauty
(via)
August 2008
6 posts
dfffffffffffffffff
Frustrated.
“girls playing rock music is like japanese people playing rock music. it...”
– Bradzilla
The (International) Noise Conspiracy, Dead...
“Or I might be able to catch one, a little girl for example, and half strangle...”
– Samuel Beckett, Malone Dies
July 2008
5 posts
America's Most Blunted
Foobar likes to crash every once and a while and I have to reload the main playlist, which often leads me to revisiting certain things.
Madvillain’s first and only album, Madvillainy, was and still is one of my favorite hip hop albums. It was one of the more accessible things put on a DVD sent to me by my brother. I was bored with music and remember my brother playing some amazing hip hop...
Subtle- Red, White, And Blonde
One of the most...
A Beginning
I decided to give tumblr a go, seeing that the alternatives (Blogger, Wordpress, etc.) never really gave what I wanted. For all I like and dislike about bloggers, blogging, and the concept of blogging, one shouldn’t feel like the relationship should be that of compromise.
I figure I should start off with something interesting.
I don’t ask other people what they dream of at night...
The bads days will end.